Andrea's Corner!!

Hey everyone,

   I have lied, and denied. I want to thank you for all you have all done. I just wanted you all to know that i appreciate the time i have tlked with you all. Even some of the people who I dont talk to anymore helped me realize that i said no, when in truth it was yes. I am sorry because I lied to you.

I also want to thank all of everyone, because you all have been great friends. In one way or another, you all have helped me grow, and help me make decisions and choices I never new I'd make. You have all influenced me to work on being a better person, and I appreciate you all. SO here's a big ol Thanks for everyone for being my friend at one time or another!

THANKS

Hey everyone,

 

     Hope all is good for you. I'm doing ok. Been working and stuff. Nothing new really. I did get my ear pierced and that was interesting. My mom did it. I had told her that when my check came that I really wanted to get it pierced, and well I told her that I was just aching to get it done, so she says "get some alcohol, a cork, a needle, some ice, and a post." then bam, My ear is pierced. It didn't hurt until yesterday or so. It was bruised, it still sorta is, and its a bit swollen still. Oh and I died my hair too, its darker. I'm kind of shocked cause i keep expecting to hear my mom say, "No" but she still hasn't. Hmm... SO My mom, sister, and I are trying to get my dad to get a winnie to go around the U.S. for a semester of next year, the first of course. We were originally going for a full Year, but then mom and I decided it'd be anti-climatic to do so, considering graduation. But I wouldn't mind going for a year. I'd miss my friends of course, but other than that, I don't have much here for me any way, you know? So I guess that's why I don't mind too much.

 

     Ok so someone decided to publish a comment on my blog here...Well lemme let you all see what it said first.

 

"you think reading your bible will bring you luck? its just a friggin' book. jee, if everyone stopped carying about that so much they would have time to have fun. (no offense, god, but people can worship you without screwing up theirwhole lives)"

 Author unknown?

 

    Where first of all, did whoever published this so called comment get the idea that reading the bible would bring someone luck? I mean come ON! Christians read the bible, not for luck, but for guidance. If you get lucky by doing what you interpret of what you read, then it is luck, but I know I don't read the bible for luck. I read the bible because 1) it is part of my religion, 2) it's always helped me, honestly. I can depend on the bible unlike depending on some people. The bible will always be there for someone to read and acually Incase you havent looked into the drawer of that night stand in a hotel room, You'll find one. 3) It is the story of how the earth was created, how things went, and so on until Jesus was crucified and then some. Even Athiests have an Idea of what happened for the earth to begin. I Believe God created earth, added life and bam, here I am. Ok? Other people have other ideas of how things began, THe big bang theory take for instance. Thats written in a book. Now I don't know about you, Mr. Anonymous, but I know that I enjoy reading, reading in general is fun for me. Now Whats wrong with having fun and reading at the same time. I'm thinking that you dont read much or your just an idiot who is illiterate. Its ok though, because Jesus still loves you.  Now What do you mean by ruining their whole lives? Oh, My bad, You said Screwing Up theirwhole lives, (proof of illiteracy, no space between their and whole...) Any way, as I was saying. Maybe this "person" was trying to say that because I believe in god, and that I worship him through a book, or with a book, or what the heck ever they were trying to say, that I have screwed up my life, I Highly don't see that as a possiblity. If My life is so screwed up, its because I did that on my own, its because I didn't think about WWJD first. Now You all should know me. This had to have been someone who didn't know me at all, because if they did, they would know that I don't make god all about my life, I have my time for play and My time for worship. I keep them seperate because I believe that god put us on earth to enjoy life, and worship. I lied, I do at times do both, But its not like I eat only Jesus cookies, and write with pens that have psalm numbers on them. I'm not so intense as lets say Hilary Fay, from Saved. So where does it say that I care about the bible and that I don't have fun because I do? I mean come ON! You deffinetly aren't  one to know, because Reading a book you like, or care about doesn't mean that you can't have fun apart from it. GOSH how conceeded it is to say that its the bible's fault, remember you did say it was just a book, that I'm not having fun in life, which I am any way. Last time I checked though it is just a book, it can't make you do anything. The bible doesn't make a murderer load a pistol and cock it too. I mean give me a break. So this brings me back to my original question. How does someone screw up thier lives while worshiping god with a book? Isn't that what you said? That people can worship god with out screwing up their lives. Is it that they're screwing their lives up because they're mis-interpreting things or is it that they're doing something wrong or what? Explain what your trying to say so that I can understand correctly what your trying to say.

 

     This is how i see it. God gave me life, a life to live. In life things might get rough, they might suck. But everything happens for a reason. My cousin Nick died on the 7th of December. I miss him beyond belief. But it was his time to go. I cant change what happened and I'm not gonna let my life go down the tubes because of it. I only recently came to, and relized that I'm gonna loose people I mostly care about, people I love. I Learned that every day is a precious day, that you have to tell everyone you love, that you love them. People have a problem with my saying I love you, to just anyone. It's not a problem for me, because I do love them. If I didn't say it, to the people I most care about, would they know, I dont think so. I told Chris I loved him, because I do, He is someone who has been there, whether he loved me back was his choice. I'm not gonna make anyone love me back. I told Dale I loved him. I told Matt I lvoed him,I told Klaus I loved him, I told Lauren I loved her, I told Beth I loved her, I told Everyone I loved, That I loved them. I can't be tried for that. ITs a personal feeling that I'm fine with expressing. All these people said at one time or another they loved me, not because I made them, but because they chose to. If you know me you know I love easily, as easily as I breath. Even if a person hates the hell out of me, I can't say that I hate them. Never used the word. Its just harder for me to hate than it is for me to love. ITs something the bible has tought me that I take to heart.

 

Well... Thats life for now, I guess I'll talk to you guys later.

 

Andrea